I don't even know if the hyphen deserves its place in the title. Too late to care about grammar, punctuation and all that bullshit. Too drunk to even read what I just wrote. Too disoriented to be empathetic ! Thats perhaps the closest I have ever come to describe my present, ever ! But ... I am still sane enough to ask myself those questions that...!. In fact, I believe it is not too insane to agree that life itself is an exam with questions so randomly positioned, so scattered that no one has ever even dared to find out when and why those questions come up. Correction !!!Physicists are still struggling to find out the secrets of the "beginning" (a more rational approach !!!!), while religions are still looming large and trying to rope in the next great saint. Thats not even the full spectrum of "?"s. For ex:, why the fuck is there an eject key on the macbook air?
For those who have seen "GOOD WILL HUNTING": Life is full of peccadillos. Every time we peek back at those silly moments, that is where we find ourselves. Laughing away ...again and again, frozen in time by loose bonds of fleeting *ship, we try our best to fool ourselves every single time. Each of these times, subconsciously we somehow manage to convince ourselves that those smirks actually meant something, whether cheesy or not, whether preceded or succeeded by whispers promoting anxiety attacks. It is hard to believe we are just a matter of chance, a fabrication of possibilities, the results of an endless optimization, worms battling for resources or one among many other in this vast universe. But we are what our senses can tell us.... In the end, truth can be stranger than fiction, but we must try ...atleast give our 70% to understand why it is so, the other 30% is lost in translation...atleast for me!!
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